In my first confession preceded giggly that: the so-called love, as long as I believe it will pay their own efforts to get their approval, then that emotion Well in the later years of the house and then slowly raised to accompany! The results I have been aware of their refusal to pay only after it is wasted, and she seemed all my efforts as something to see. We have also learned their own silly ah! I had always been silent as to pay, before the mind is always thinking that one day she will be moving. Mind is always thinking this way, it also gave her time to consider the problems between our previous results for the first time she refused me when I told a good confession after the fourth night. There I also self-comforting thought: may be she did not think clearly bar! Such a hurry to answer me! Because it is I decided to work hard again after two months there will be a turn for the better! The results do now or have been rejected, then yesterday I intend to try a night in the end I was in her mind is what kind of people? Status? She did not see me as human beings? That is what I asked her to dinner to her side because her working relationship with her to work up to the very late to work? So I have been a number have been from 14:00 until 22:30 only to see see, even before she told me not to wait! However, in order to find out how she treated me? So, I have been waiting for her to convince themselves? I think that is all one handed to you! How do you like I arrange accommodation? These are all I want to know the results. I asked her after dinner, it is already two o'clock in the evening of the bar! She asked me I slept? I say there is no place to sleep, then I slept on the streets good! In my mind I is not no money, casual days at the side rooms you can not sleep for it? As long as I'd like to look how she treated me! Then she took me to find a moment that black mess hotel, I saw where everything is great confusion, the largest is prostitution! I have a look at all frightened, and she a girl how to live the kind of place? I was only an idea to get out of that place! So I just told her that I send you first go up, I am a man not afraid, I would look for another better accommodation? Call me again tomorrow morning? (Because I promised her before the next day morning going to work with her) I send her up after hurriedly left the place! I do not think I really slept a return to the streets to see what her reaction? 1 Alas! Everything I was desperate; the whole evening a telephone call is not, a consolation that there is no message. Prior to my return has also been thought that if she expected to care about what I was greeting a phone call from a concerned text message, maybe I'll stick to it. But what is not? After a night after that I did not sleep at seven o'clock on the Zuoju Hui company. . . Everything is over, should not end, yes I finally knew I had such a silly, silly! The kind of person like her was not worth me paying for her son so much? Only at the beginning, I was too confident of their own! Think of themselves as a man is not very wrong, if followed through their own efforts can be happy. . . Now understand, for he did not feel the existence of girls do not expect the further development of one, but know that there is no feeling in each other soon closed hand, kiss goodbye. . .
